Jet lag and sick little ones have not cushioned the re-entry to normal life; but I don't want the time to pass without reflecting or musing on my time away. I was gone long enough to miss home and be the slightest bit bored with basting myself in sunshine. I know that I need breaks. This is never more apparent than when I actually TAKE a break and breath lungs full of warm air.
And be still.
And unneeded.
Andrew and I regrouped as a couple and as individuals; taking stock of the trajectory of our life in specific areas (health, spirit, finance etc) and resolving to adjust course a few degrees when needed. We are blessed and happy to find health in our relationship and thankful that 15 years of maturing and forgiving and growing and adventure can take us to a place that is this satisfying.
I empathize with your "unneeded" thought. I'm very glad (most of the time) that my family needs me. But I would like no one to need me some of the time! :-)
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